I want to learn to play real piano

Before I was contented with just chordings, but now... no no no. I want to learn how to REALLY do it. There are so many wonderful songs that my fingers are waiting to grace. Among these are (and I've already found music sheets for these):

X Japan's Longing ~Togireta Melody~, Endless Rain, Forever Love, Tears -- the best ballads
Weiss Kreuz's Suicide Seaside -- and I thought only I appreciate this song!
Ah My Goddess's Congratulations -- enough said. I've been looking for this for years.
Rurouni Kenshin's Departures -- one of the best BGMs I've ever heard
Boa's Atlantis Princess, Fly to the Sky's Sea of Love and KISS's Because I'm A Girl -- KPOP!

Oh why oh why didn't my mom choose to become a tyrant by forcing me when I was younger to play the piano 10 hours a day. Like what Gackt's mom did to him. And look at him now. He's making a living doing fan service. And pretending to be a 500-year old vampire.

Now, look at me.

And bow in worship.